잠 못 드는 밤, 불편하게 할까 봐
어지러운 맘, 너에게 들킬까 봐
언제부턴가 난 제대로 널 못 보겠어
네가 편하지 않아
너만 보면 내 맘이 내 맘대로 잘 안돼
친구로 잘 지냈는데
요즘 내가 너를 피한 건
눈을 마주 보지 못한 건
나 어쩌면, 아니 사실 난 말야
널 좋아하나 봐 나 어떻게 할까
이렇게 말하면 더 어색해질까
장난 섞인 너의 메시지에
나 다음 말 고르는 게
쉽지 않아 쓰고 지운 말
널 좋아했나 봐
즐거웠던 날, 그건 너와 있어서
좋아했던 곳, 거기 네가 있어서
전부 너였더라 잘 몰랐어 그런 의민지
모든 날에 너를 지우면
기억조차 없는 하룬데
나 어느새, 아니 처음부터 말야
널 좋아했나 봐 나 어떻게 할까
모른 척하기엔 너무 늦었을까
못 들은 척해도 난 괜찮아
그냥 웃어넘겨도 돼
근데 이젠 말하고 싶어
잠깐이라도 지금 널 만나러 갈게
어쩌면 다 망쳐버릴지도 몰라
지금 아니면 다시는 없을 거 같아
딱 한번 용기 내서 말할게
오래전부터 널 좋아했다고
널 사랑한다고
매일 밤 수없이 삼켜버린
용길 낼 수가 없었던
친구, 너와 나, 그 오랜 시간
난 처음부터
널 사랑했나 봐
jam mot deuneun bam, bulpyeonhage halkka bwa
eojireoun mam, neoege deulkilkka bwa
eonjebuteonga nan jedaero neol mot bogesseo
nega pyeonhaji anha
neoman bomyeon nae mami nae mamdaero jal andwae
chinguro jal jinaetneunde
yojeum naega neoreul pihan geon
nuneul maju boji mothan geon
na eojjeomyeon, ani sasil nan marya
neol johahana bwa na eotteohge halkka
ireohge malhamyeon deo eosaekhaejilkka
jangnan seokkin neoui mesijie
na daeum mal goreuneun ge
swipji anha sseugo jiun mal
neol johahaetna bwa
jeulgeowotdeon nal, geugeon neowa isseoseo
johahaetdeon got, geogi nega isseoseo
jeonbu neoyeotdeora jal mollasseo geureon uiminji
modeun nare neoreul jiumyeon
gieokjocha eomneun harunde
na eoneusae, ani cheoeumbuteo marya
neol johahaetna bwa na eotteohge halkka
moreun cheokhagien neomu neujeosseulkka
mot deureun cheokhaedo nan gwaenchanha
geunyang useoneomgyeodo dwae
geunde ijen malhago sipeo
jamkkanirado jigeum neol mannareo galge
eojjeomyeon da mangchyeobeoriljido molla
jigeum animyeon dasineun eopseul geo gata
ttak hanbeon yonggi naeseo malhalge
oraejeonbuteo neol johahaetdago
neol saranghandago
maeil bam sueopsi samkyeobeorin
yonggil nael suga eopseotdeon
chingu, neowa na, geu oraen sigan
nan cheoeumbuteo
neol saranghaetna bwa
Sleepless nights, in case I make you uncomfortable
My dizzy heart, in case you notice it
From some point, I couldn’t look at you properly
I’m not comfortable around you
When I see you, I can’t really do what I want
We were good as friends
But the reason I’m avoiding you these days
The reason I can’t meet eyes with you
Maybe, no actually, the truth is
I think I like you, what should I do?
If I tell you, will things get awkward?
When you text me a joke
It’s not easy for me to think of what to say next
So I’m texting then erasing
I like you
Days I had fun, it’s because I was with you
Places that I liked, it’s because you were there
It was all you, I didn’t know that’s what it meant
If I erase you from all my days
I can’t even remember any of them
Suddenly, no, from the start
I think I like you, what should I do?
It’s too late to just ignore it
It’s alright even if you act like you didn’t hear me
You can just laugh it over
But I just want to tell you now
Even if it’s just a moment, let me go see you right now
This might ruin everything
But if it’s not now, the time will never come again
So let me take courage and say this once
I liked you from a long time ago
I love you
Words that I endlessly swallowed every night
Because I couldn’t find courage
Friend, you and me, through all this time
Ever since the beginning
I loved you
Color Coded Heaven 